Monday, August 22, 2011

A Letter to Haven

Dear Haven,

I love you so much. I never knew a love like this. No matter what kind of day I am having, the slightest kick, nudge, or movement from you makes my a million times better. You are such a blessing to my life. Your Daddy and I are so excited for you to keep growing and get here! You make us smile. Your Daddy thinks you're going to be a Daddy's girl, but I have to playfully tell him you're a Momma's girl! (: You're going to be quite the itty bitty angel baby that your Daddy and I have probably needed to have a little more push in life. You are going to be so amazing pretty baby.

I love you.
Momma

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Change is good.

There's been lots of changes in my life in the last 6 months. A new job, new friends, a new part of my family. None of which I would trade. 


Emotions run high now that I have a little one assisting in the way I am feeling. I feel relaxed, at ease, and settled with the way my "new life" is. Mostly because I have a miracle in the making going on with me every single day. Some people say I act "stressed", "negative", ect., and to be honest I could not care any less. Those who truely know me know how stoked I am to have this baby! How excited I am about all of it. 


When I feel her kick and move, it doesn't fail to put a smile on my face. Its funny that she won't let other people feel it. Little turd, already playing games. (: I pray everyday for a healthy, happy baby. I listen to happy music, so that my itty bitty angel baby is happy too. I like to lay in bed at night when I wake up at 4 in the morning and just hold her...so that she know's I am there. She knows that I love her. I can tell. 


We went to the doctor today to check on everything (and to make sure SHE was indeed a SHE). We went to the ultrasound, got jelly squirted on my belly, and got to see her! We got to see her tiny body. Her tiny head. Her little nose and mouth. Her hands and feet, SO CUTE. They measured her brain, checked her heart and blood flow, and everything was, "perfect" according to my doctor. While we were in there, we got to see her roll from her back to her side. It was so cute! I cannot wait to meet her in real life! <3 I just know she is going to be adorable. 


Thank you God for answering my prayers. I have a healthy baby <3