Maybe this change in weather has made me happier in general the last few days but I am finding myself alot more content with things.... I am starting to care less about who talks to me from day to day and focus more on what and who matters. I have heard from people lately I hadn't heard from in almost a year simply because they want to say "I miss you." whether its true or not, I don't know....but I do know that I am above sitting here and wondering if they meant it or if I should even listen. I have a family now. MY family. I am learning how BLESSED I am for everything that is happening. Some people come and go in your life. Some people judge. The ones that matter are the ones that stick around and that will continue to be in your life. Sometimes the past is something to wake you up when you need it the most. My past used to haunt me. Images hanging in my mind to make me wonder "what if" but now I look past those.. A year ago my heart was broken and I didn't know if I could ever be put back together. My heart has never been happier. My new family has blessed me more than I could ever even imagine. God has a plan for my life. I need to stop looking at the "what if's" and look at the "whats going to be". I can't wait for those to get here. Love is patient and pure. I will love my future and my new family more than I the thought of love I had a year ago. This is new and I am embracing every moment of it.
The little angel I have inside of me growing has made me a new person. Some people say "a baby is a big deal dude"... well, DUH, but I am 100% prepared to take this new journey with my new family. I can't wait. I have never been so settled, at peace, or caring in my heart in my whole life.
I LOVE YOU FAMILY. <3
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