My smile.

I find myself sitting alone in my car, at my desk, even in my bed, with a grin plastered on my face. Not because some guy is sending me sweet messages. Not because I'm being told how beautiful I am everyday constantly...but because I have the best gift from God in me. My baby girl. Haven Lyric-Alyse. My little miracle. My sunshine on a rainy day. My strength on days when I want to give up. I have dreams about holding you, Haven. You sucker punching my guts everyday is starting to become one of my favorite parts of the day. You aren't even here yet and I love you more than I could ever imagine. I don't need someone holding my hand, looking me in the face telling me they love me because I have you. You tell me you love me all day everyday, just by being a feisty baby everyday. I am so anxious and excited to hold you before ANYONE! Yes, I am being selfish, but you are forever mine. My little sunshine. My angel. My world. You are going to be an amazing person, big dreamer, and goal chaser. I cannot express the love in my heart and how warm and fuzzy I feel every single time you nudge my belly button. <3