The Most Amazing Feeling

I went to visit my best friends this weekend, just to get away for a day, and to catch up with them. Morgan and Chelse, I am SO proud of how far the both of you have come. You are both growing to be very amazing people and stronger everyday. I love you both SO much. This chapter of my life would NOT be the same without you.

Spending time with both Morgan and Chelse, even for a little bit, at the same time last night was pretty awesome. I am so blessed to have the amazing friends that I do. I cannot thank those of you enough for being there for me in my time of need. You know who you are and if its a question, then don't try to include yourself. No offense.

After Chelse left Morgan's first apartment, Morgan was taking a shower...a cold one at that, and I layed in the floor, on my back holding my belly where my baby curls up at night....I close my eyes and start to pray...All of the sudden I feel a VERY light movement all the way across my hand. It was the most amazing feeling. I knew, at that moment, God was telling me to be strong and don't give up. That alone was the best feeling I have ever had. It gave me the security I needed, hope I was praying for and blessed with a strength that I had been a little worried I may have lost.

Having amazing friends, a healthy, growing baby, and so much support is all I could ever ask for.

Thank you God... You are the strength I have needed.... That I have always needed.